Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Sunday, December 26, 2010
Monday, December 13, 2010
Christmas Memories
Twana was 11 years older than me and was so much more than my sister. She was my best friend, confidant, and always did more than a sister. She was always a mother hen, and took great care of me, from the time I was born until the day she died. Even when I was married and had Ethan she looked after me. She died on June 23rd, 2006. I wanted to share a few things that I love about Twana.
She loved holidays! She decorated her whole entire house, inside and out. She loved giving gifts. She started preparing for Christmas in October. She always spoiled me. When David and I were first married (and poor), we didn't exchange gifts. This drove her nuts, so she bought me little presents throughout the whole year. She would wrap each gift independently, and then in a big box. So on Christmas morning, I would have a ton of presents to unwrap, all from my big sister.
She was an excellent Mom! When she lived in Cowley with her three little kids, I went over to her house everyday. Her house was very crafty, and always smelled good. It makes me sad that her kids didn't get to have her as long as I did.
We talked on the phone everyday. I would call her for the silliest things, and she would call me to tell me all about the kids. The good, the bad, and the ugly. We talked the night before she died. She told me how much she accomplished that day, but that she was feeling like she was getting sick so she was going to bed. That conversation has run through my brain a million times. She gave the best hugs, had the softest hands, and the most contagious laugh. If you heard Twana laugh, I guarantee you would laugh too. She was the most loving person I will ever know.
I heard a song on the radio today, and it made me think of her. I cried. I thought of all that I miss about her, I could hear her laugh, I remember the last hug I got from her. Then I passed by a house all lit up with lights, and I smiled. I know I will see her again, and I know her and my Dad are having a ball together. I am so thankful for the memories that I have with my sister. These memories get me through the hard times, and I am so thankful to know that I will be with her again.
Sunday, December 12, 2010
Why never blog?
Sunday, October 24, 2010
A Mommy and her little girl
I get out of bed early in the morning and get in the bath. Yes, I like to relax and take a bath in the morning. That's why I get up early. After the first few minutes, I see a half asleep baby girl, with extremely crazy hair, stumble into the bathroom and give me a big smile. She wants to take a bath too. So she gets in the bath with me to snuggle. She loves me to put a washcloth on her back and tell her its her blanky.
When I am putting my makeup on and fixing my hair, Jenna sits in my bathroom sink, as she has done since she was about 3 or 4 months old (only then she sat in her Bumbo). She watches everything I do, and says "Oh Pretty" all along the way, its like I have a little cheerleader. She plays with my makeup, brushes, and watches, but she loves it when it is her turn. I fix her hair, then she looks over at her bows and says, "Oh WOWS!!!" So I put in a bow and tell her, "Oh Wow! How pretty!"
When I am dancing (choreographing or practicing for Zumba), my little girl is right under foot, trying out every move. We have spent countless hours dancing in the living room together. When she was a baby, I would turn the music on and hold her to dance. She would put her head on my shoulder and be totally at peace.
Piano time used to be my relaxing time. Now as I sit to play, I have a little partner on the bench beside me and adding her KLUNK, KLUNK, KLUNKS to the song. I like to think of it as a duet! I was practicing a song that I was asked to sing, so I was playing the piano for myself, and Jenna was adding her KLUNK, KLUNKS again. I had to laugh, between Jenna's piano and her singing (very loudly I might add), I couldn't even hear myself.
If I am in the kitchen, you can guarantee Jenna is there also. I give her a bowl and spoon for her to stir, but that only lasts a short second. She comes to me and says, "Hold me!" So I usually cook dinner, with her on my hip. And yes, she is getting a little heavy. Clean up time! Don't worry Jenna does not ditch me. She gets her own washcloth and gets busy wiping anything she can.
Whether I am on the computer, talking on the phone, grading papers, painting my nails, pulling weeds... Jenna faithfully stays with me. I am typing this with her on my lap, looking up and smiling at me.
Bedtime is my favorite time with babies. We go in and have prayers with the boys at 9:00. We kneel next to Taylor's bed, and Jenna has to be right next to Dad. If one of the boys is there, she says, "My Spot". Jenna has said her version of prayer since she was about 10 months old. She says the first prayer. She buries her head in the bed, folds her arms, and babbles for a while, then holds her hands out and shouts "MEN!" (amen). She still sleeps with me and I wouldn't have it any other way. She will snuggle with her Daddy, but she waits for Mommy to get in bed to go to sleep. David and I tease her and go back and forth saying "My Baby". She laughs, but ultimately says, "Momma's baby." She wants her jammies off to go to sleep, then she either snuggles next to me or she'll crawl right up on my chest, and I rock her to sleep. It is so precious. Sometimes during the night, I will hear her squirming. When I look over at her, she will peek open her eyes and give me a little smile. When I wake up, she is laying right behind me snuggled to me, I sneak out of bed so I don't wake her. Then it starts all over.
Here are some of the other things I get to hear from Jenna during the day:
Please Momma?
MOM (a million times)
Taint too (thank you)
Brothers NOW!
My spot
Mommy's Pop!
Kitty Cat
Gucky (Lucky, our Dog)
Song, Momma!
Gink (Drink)
NO Mommy!
Don't!
Stop It!
Quit!
I know this stage we'll pass, but I love every minute of it. As I pull up to Marie's in the morning, Jenna used to giggle and say, "Mree" (Marie), but now, she still giggles, but she says, "MY Mamah!" (my grandma). I guess, Jenna has had a little adjustment having to share Marie with Jacob and Paige. It is so funny! When I drop Jenna off, she runs over to snuggle Marie, and says "Bye Mommy." It melts my heart to see her snuggle Marie and know, she gets to be Marie's little buddy for the next 8 hours. My baby turns two in a month, and yes, I will cry.
The harvest is over!!!
Sunday, October 10, 2010
Sleep?


If you look closely, you can even see Lucky's head underneath our bed. That is getting a little ridiculous! I want my kids to always know they are welcome to come in and watch TV in our room and visit with us. We love to watch Funniest Home Videos, The History Channel, and of course Fox News. My boys actually enjoy our TV shows, so we're lucky.
This is Taylor and Jenna watching TV. I thought it was funny because they were laying the same way, and they looked a lot alike.Saturday, October 2, 2010
My kiddos
I really need to get better at blogging, but my camera has been broken and for some reason that keeps me from blogging. (dumb, I know). I just wanted to take a second to give a brief update on the kiddos.
Ethan started flag football and resumed piano this last week. He goes to football practice every night and has football games every Sat. for the next 3 weeks. He-of course- is loving every minute of it. He is playing running back, wide receiver, and quarterback. Today was his first game and he threw a touchdown pass, and had a few other good plays. His team won, so he was pumped, but it was a pretty close game. I had Zumba class, so David had to get all three kids bathed, dressed, and to the football field by 8:15 this morning. He did great, and Jenna looked pretty cute. I met them there, and got to enjoy the rest of the game.
Taylor, in second grade, broke his arm 2 weeks ago. They didn't have to hard cast it, but he is supposed to take it easy. Have you ever tried telling a 7 year old boy that? He is really taking off reading and is starting to enjoy school. I've had to fight him to go to bed lately because he wants to keep reading. (Quite a change for him). He always wants to have friends over and is very social. He has a lot of friends, and girlfriends, as he informs me (but don't tell Dad, he always says).
Jenna, 22 months old, ALMOST 2!!!! is still her sweet self. She took herself off the bottle about a month ago. She just quit asking for it, no crying or anything. (Which proved my hypothesis correct, that she would grow out of it). A couple times before bed she would ask for her bottle, but didn't cry when we said no. I just got her a drink and she was fine. She doesn't take a sippy cup to bed or anything. She just cuddles, and goes to sleep. She loves to dance, read stories to her baby, blankets, clothes, and yes- SHOPPING! She goes with Mommy everywhere and is so much fun to have around.
Jenna is getting her first hair cut on Thursday. I am kind of scared, but she definitely needs one!Our crazy life
So the night began and people came, and came, and came... I think the first night I had close to 50 people. It was amazing and completely exhilarating. After class things got insane, the calls for Zumba just kept coming. We had to move to a gym, I had to make a late night trip to Billings to buy a Bose for the new location. By the end of the month there were almost 70 people signed up for the month and there was usually 10-20 drop ins. It is just crazy! The class is so fun, and I am meeting lots of new people.
I am so glad that David and I decided to pursue this goal. I would have never in a million years expected to be adding Zumba Instructor to my already crazy schedule. David and the kids love it as much as I do. My kids "help" me choreograph my songs, and of course David loves to watch. So there are many jam sessions at our house, my kids should learn Spanish with Latin music blaring all the time.
Two nights a week and Saturday morning, I head to class. The kids always get to do fun things with Dad like ride the motorbikes, go shoot BB guns... lots of outdoor fun. No wonder why they don't miss me.
I am so glad that I can share my passion with people, and I hope they get something out of it as well.
Thursday, September 9, 2010
My Great Grandma
Most adults can't say they have a Great grandparent. I have been so lucky to have my Grandma Asay in my life. She is my Grandma Jerrie's mom. She is 93, and up until the last month, has been living on her own. She is so independent and always so positive. She came on the family campout at the beginning of August and went on really long 4-wheeler rides with us. She came to Idaho for one week to go to my cousin's wedding, and she can keep up with all of us.
Grandma Asay and JennaSunday, August 22, 2010
My Girly Girl
She loves to dance. It is hilarious. She can really shake it!
She loves to have her hair fixed. She has sat in my sink while I get ready since she was about 4 months old. She loves the whole getting ready process. She watches my put makeup on, fix my hair, and she loves me to fix her hair.
She LOVES babies! It is funny how girls just know what to do. Notice the purse on the shoulder?She wraps her babies in blankets (or towels), pushes them in strollers, feeds her bottle to them, "reads" them books (in her babble language it is hilarious!), and yesterday she was pretending to clip her baby's toenails. I cannot believe how much she picks up. She notices everything!
She even has a snuggle buddy!It is SO much different having a girl. My boys loved trucks, tractors, and all that kind of stuff. (I have played a lot of truck and "farm"). They would get out their farm rug and tractors and spend hours "farming". I loved doing that with them, but not with as much enthusiasm as . He acts just like one of the boys. (I think my boys always preferred Dad to play) David loves buying his boys stuff that he liked, and David likes to spend time doing "boy" stuff with his sons. I always went with, but now Jenna hasn't been able go on all the adventure walks and BB gun hunting trips. So we usually stay home and do our girl thing. Unless the 4 wheeler is involved, then Jenna wants to ride "That!" (as she calls it)
Saturday, August 14, 2010
My new adventure
I had a couple of friends tell me about Zumba, but I thought I couldn't possibly squeeze anything into my already full schedule. I was running 3-6 miles a day and I wasn't losing the weight I gained with Jenna fast enough. I nursed her for 8 months (and I keep weight on when I nurse) then I got serious about getting back in shape. I lost 10 pounds pretty fast after I stopped nursing. It was summer, so I was running outside everyday.
Well I went back to work and got a bad cold. I was still running, and I worked myself into shingles. (yes, at my age it is possible). So I needed to quit running for at least 6 months. I panicked. Exercise is my anti-depressant, but I was in so much pain I knew I couldn't possibly exercise anyway.
In January, after the prompting of a coworker, I decided to try out a Zumba class. My sister-in-law Serena and I went together. That one class is all it took. I was hooked! I have loved dancing since I was little, but David does not dance. So it is something I had given up, but with Zumba I found that I could still dance and get in shape. How much better can it get?
So I started going 5 days a week (3 times at 5:30 in the morning:) and 2 times at night. I felt weird about leaving my kids at night, but David was so supportive. He actually really likes to spend time with the kids by himself, and they would do fun things together. I lost the last 10 pounds in a couple of months, and felt better than ever. I was able to tone parts of my body that I could not doing anything else. I found that I had more energy and my days were more productive. I looked forward to getting up at 4:50 to get to Zumba, and also loved the two nights I could sneak away and workout.
I have learned so much through this phase of my life. I learned that I do need to take care of myself. When I am away from my kids during the day, I have always felt like I need to spend every other waking moment with my kids. I would only clean or do work after they were sleeping. This was dumb. Everyone helps out around my house now and we all are a team. I am so much happier and I know that has a positive effect on my children. We spend more time playing together and doing this we want to do.
I had a friend of mine ask if I would teach Zumba classes in Powell, and since I am so passionate about it I decided I would. I rented a studio from another friend of mine and spent part of my summer getting ready for this venture. I brought Powell Rec. on board and they will be taking care of the paperwork portion of the class. (I don't have time for that!) I am so excited/nervous for classes to start. I hope people like it as much as I do, and I hope it can make a difference in their life, like it has on mine and the other ladies I do Zumba with in Lovell. I am so thankful for Michelle Croft (my Instructor in Lovell) for bringing Zumba here and for helping my get established with my classes. She is a great supporter!
So here we go! I hope it all works out!
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Monday, July 5, 2010
All Grown up

Saturday, June 12, 2010
Daddy time

and snuggle
I've had to learn to love tractors and playing farm, I guess David has learn to love dolls.Friday, June 4, 2010
18 months
At 18 months Jenna:
Macy is spending the summer with us, so I painted a bedroom set from Charles and Amy. I love refinishing old furniture! I have not bought one piece of furniture in any of my kids rooms. I think it turned out pretty cute. Jenna is snuggling with Macy (maybe she'll start sleeping with her) 
In this picture, Macy is trying to convince Jenna to stay in bed with her, so far it is working because they are watching Bolt. We'll see how long Jenna she'll last.



Triple fun!


Sunday, May 23, 2010
A very special friend

Friday, May 14, 2010
Little League Baseball
Ethan stealing 2nd base
Jenna likes to watch her brother play. She claps and runs around and even went in the dugout and gave Ethan a good luck kiss. Right after that, he scored a run! Saturday, May 8, 2010
Spring? (and a little blood)
Jenna is doing great now, but she is still trying to open doors and drawers, and she caught her pinky in a drawer on Thursday. (No damage though)
Taylor lost BOTH of his front teeth this month. He looks really cute, and is starting to look a lot older.Sunday, April 25, 2010
San Diego
La Jolla Shores 
It would be tough to live in a house like this!
Seals on La Jolla beachWe were able to see a lot in San Diego. It was cold the first two days but the sun did come out the last day. We went to meetings during the day and toured in the evenings. We went to several beaches and they all were absolutely beautiful. Coronodo had amazing sand and was very clean and amazing. La Jolla (which we had to take a train and bus to) was absolutely beautiful with rocky ledges and seals beaching on the sand. Last we went to Mission Beach which is the local hotspot. We did a lot of shopping in the little shops, trolley riding, and of course eating.
We could walk right up to this little seal pup.
Beautiful flowers at CoronodoSan Diego was awesome. It was so clean and has a lot of things to do. It would be a great family vacation. I could not believe how much I missed my family and my simple life. It was wonderful to snuggle with my kids and be able to take care of them this morning. I realized I take a lot of things for granted. I am so glad to be home!
Monday, April 5, 2010
Little League and Pinewood Derby
His Pinewood Derby didn't end up as good for us though. We had been so busy David and Ethan didn't have time to turn out the car they wanted so it broke after just a couple of runs. I was proud of Ethan because he didn't pout or anything. Big progress!Taylor's Birthday

This post is only about a month behind. We have been so busy lately it seems that I haven't had time to catch my breath! I enjoyed this Easter break and I am trying to catch up on everything today. Taylor turned 7 on March 14th. His birthday was on a Sunday so I spent all day on Saturday making his cake. It was my first attempt at decorating a cake. It took me along time, but I was pleased with the results. We had a lot of people over and had pizza and cake. He got totally spoiled. We bought him a little tent. He loves to build forts, so we thought he would really like this tent. They slept in in for a full week before we took it down.
We had lots of fun and are so thankful for everyone that was able to come to Taylor's birthday.





